don't let the darkness get you, its not worth it.

read my face

Wednesday, May 5, 201011:38 PM

disappointed.

pissed.

tired.

sorry.

helpless.

today was a total crap, everything was in a mess.

we can all agree we are not cooperating, and that its not working out.

if only there was some kind of miracle that can make the knot unwind

you just say, but you don't do.

whats the use of keep saying you're calling everything quits but you're not actually doing anything?

just keep talking talking talking but no actions.

if you really have the guts to do what you say you want to do, then prove it.

don't keep throwing tantrums, i wanna see what you are capable of doing.

you want me to step up and take the lead.

i don't want to do it, have no confidence in doing it, don't intend to do it.

i can't lead something that sucks this much.

and i mean i knew you were like that, i knew your flaws but i still loved you.
but you really stepped over the board today.

its not like you don't know how i feel about everything, i tell you most.

but its kind of like stabbing me in the back, i don't know if i can still trust you.

i want everybody to wear the lipstick that mr chia claims exist.

so i can see what everybody is feeling. whats on the outside is not whats on the inside.

there's a difference and i can tell.

but i really don't know if i want to see the beautiful side of the picture or the ugly side.

on a brighter note, i won crystal and nurin in arm wrestling today!((:

awesome!! and woanchin let me win too(: HAHAHA! i really want to train my arm muscles!!

then i can start beating people! seriously, i lost too many failed matches.

i love sitting where i am now, with fun people to be with and no conflicts around.

though i miss yingyi for talking crap sometimes. HAHAHA!
EATING IN CLASS!:DD

i feel sad whenever i think of you, its like you don't even know where you belong.

i watched you today and wonder why you even do this to yourself.

though i sometimes really am annoyed by you, i hope you can stay strong.

stand on your ground for what you really feel, what your heart tells you to do.

and not through your head and definitely not through propaganda.

sometimes i wished hitler lives in our days, and i want to be jew!

then he can just murder me for no reason like he took away millions of life.

the world is a really scary place, i don;t think i can survive much longer.

but there are people who want me to live on! HAHAHA!

don't die! okay fine, i shall not die for now, but die in awhile's more.

tmr is a major embarrassment. notice that it hasn't happened and i alrd determined its fate.

its so predictable, everybody alrd agreed on it.

good luck dancers, algae and irene good luck speaking in the mike.

PREPARE FOR THE WORST FATE!

I RREALLY WANNA WANNA WANNA WANNA WANNA PON SCHOOOOL!!! like seriouslyy!!!

where is the sunshine after the rain?