when life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.
i may not give a response but thankyou for caring for me, thankyou for always telling me encouraging words, thankyou for trying. you're truly awesome (but i'll never admit it)

idk why but even after exams, i don't feel anything.
its like i don't feel joy, i don;t feel happiness, i don't feel relieved.
i just feel... neutral.
like nothing happened and yeah.
its like an empty feeling.
this whole period seems so surreal.

post exams are totally boring.
i was damn pissed cause i had nothing to do at all.
lol. i don't wanna start on holiday homework!
NOOOOOO! i refuse! everyday is so boring.
sometimes i wish its exam period again.
at least i had something to occupy my mind, it gives me a reason to think of other things.
now that ive stepped out of that busy period, i realised, ive got nothing much on me.
my life is pretty miserable sometimes.
there's so many problems, conflicts and corruption.
why can't the world stay innocent and pure?
at least, for my world, i want it to stay that way..

anyway, at least i had fun for two days(:
thursday was very very fun! HAHAHA!
movie/ lunch date with yy, laura, algae.
and then we met rachel and eleanor and had movie together,
and kept seeing joey, carin and nithya.
lol, plaza sing ah! see so many people.
saw nurin and hillarioius hillary also! OMG SO FUNNY!!! HAAHAHAHAHAHA!
shrek 4 was pretty awesome! its quite fun to watch!
esp with these people!(:
starring rachel as shrek (big and fat!), me as fiona(sexyyyyy! HAHAHA!), yy as gingy (damn cute!), laura as puss(OMG even fatter! how can you eat yy!), eleanor as pinnochio (long nose) and algaw as donkey! (fall in love with a dragon!) !
yy's laughter was super contagious, so funny! and puss doing all those funny things!
shrek and fiona! omg! HAHAHA! don't get ideas in your head okay rachel! EWWEWWEWW!

friday was awesome too!
PRINCE OF PERSIA is definitely a movie you cannot miss!
watched it with yy (thankyou thankyou thankyou!), yurda, wc, simin and BIG BEAR!
met up with nurin and crystal.
lol, those people really dk how to shop lor, only nurin and yy.
it was a day filled with laughter, and yeah, fun.
i love hanging out with these people. HAHAHA.

yog is crap, i shall not talk about it. what training modules. URGH!

our holiday is takennn like idk whatt. thanks to cca, remedials, YOGGG and some other school stuff. can't stand it, can't stand it. whats a holiday when you have to go back to school every other day. plus there is homework. ah, screw this.


hmm, i'm gonna lock my blog soon, so if anyone wants me to invite them, tell me.
tag or sms. and i'll consider letting you in.
yep, i need more privacy space.

true friendship does not exist, at least that is what you taught me.

everytime i believe that things are getting better, you just suddenly turn around and stab me in the back. everytime i feel truly happy at our progress, you say that it was not real. it was real for me, but i wasn't for you? you know that hurts me? you know how i actually care? and i want to make it better? but no, you stick to your beliefs and build this wall of her shadow around you. and thats just disgusting, admiring people like her. like seriously, you have no life. stop bitching about others cause it only reflects on yourself. you can admit that you are one but deep down you'll always think others are worse off. nobody has the right to say about others and their personality cause no one knows whats pure and inside. whats the use of being pretty on the outside but a monster in the in? i see no sense, so help me.