what if one day, a good friend of yours tells you something and you believe her?
what if one day, you found out it was all just lies and you feel cheated?
and then, the whole friendship just blows out of proportion, and everything tumbles down into crumbs.
you watch helplessly cause you don't know what to do.
on one part you feel like forgiving her but on the other, it keeps haunting you that she doesn't trust you enough to tell the truth.
what will you do?
today at church, it just happens that the sermon preached about the
POWER OF THE TONGUE.
i learnt that everything we say can make or break things.
words are so influencial they can impact alot of people.
the power of words can bring about life and death.
obviously, not in the literal meaning, i meant the life and death of relationships.
we alone have the power to control what we say, so we have to be constantly alert on what come out of our mouth.
there are two ways our words work, as always we have the positive and negative.
1) our words have the power to impact
it helps to build our reputation of who we are and what we stand for. it can bring about peace and keep one free of trouble. words can bring comfort and healing, it brings affirmation and encouragement, good advice, conviction and direction.
so we must really think of what we say, it truly reflects who we are.
i have promised God today that i will not use (try not to) coarse language.
2) words have the power to destroy.
careless words destroy relationships and lives. it can cause disunity and sow discord,turning friends into enemies.
always, there are solutions to problems. i believe in Him so its Him i seek.
to those who don't i won't mention that letting God know your problems will make you feel much better and stuff like that.
we need to control certain things in our lives that tend to take over our emotions and let the devil do his ugly works on your life.
anger outbursts, resentment and bitterness, slander and gossip, complaining and negatively.
i want to try to prevent all these in my life from now on. i will try.
i think i can, i want it to happen.
hais! i really feel like ive become some sermon myself.
but these are really something i would like to share. i feel so blessed to be at church today!
YIXIN ah! i promise never to pon church again due to laziness okay?
HAHAHAHAHA! i love to go there every sunday(:
i guess what im trying to say is that,
i don't blame you for anything.
i didn't even hold a grudge towards you until you messaged me last night.
i was kinda shocked cause i was quite in good mood after watching eclipse.
and then i read your sms and was like oh yeah! i totally forgot what happened.
you're overthinking it my dear, please trust me that im not childish.
at least not like other people.
whatever it is, lets just let this episode leave us.
we'll leave it behind us and move on.
don't cry over me, its not worth your tears.
stay strong, i still love you.
ohYEAH!! did i mention that i FINALLY FINALLY got to watch ECLIPSE last night?
HAHAHA! OHMY! let me tell you my top 4 hotties list!
first up: taylor lautner. you're right algae! his abs fading man! not so hot anymore, but ohwell, those deepset eyes hidden behind that almost permanent frowning of his eyebrows! so sexy(:
second: its RILEY BIERS! xaiver samuel! 26 year old dude still so hot not bad alrd luh! his lips too long though, but cute all the same! (hi five yingyi!)
my second fave would be EMMETT CULLEN! AHHHH! damn hothothot! hehehehe:b his smile so cute! nice body too! HAHAHA!
and right on top of my list, this would surprise some people: ALEC from the VOLTURI!
i shan't describe it, im sure the picture speaks a thousand words! just one word for him, SEXYYY TTM! okay, thats 4 words! hehehe!
jasper really needs hair trimming! sorry laura! HEH:x stop having wild imaginations will you!im not gonna turn GAY! see me going gaga over guys here? HAHAHAHA!

tonight's match, im gonna watch! GO SPAIN! (and argentina, although you're out, my heart will always stay with you!)
i prayed for good and true friends today, i hope God will answer my prayer.
i prayed for the pureness of my heart and those i know and love no matter how much they might hate me, i know He will cleanse all of us, and the politics and conflicts will all disappear.
i will keep believing cause as long as i defend that faith, everything will fall back into place.