don't let the darkness get you, its not worth it.

it meant nothing;

Monday, July 12, 20107:45 PM

somehow, i don't have affirmity with good friendships.

everytime its as if i found someone to trust in, they stab me in the back.

it seems everytime i think i know that person, she becomes someone else.

it really hurts to know there is no one there in my life.

someone to catch me when i fall, someone to go through thick and thin with me.

some people, just slips away from you without your knowing.

one moment you think they have your back, and the next you realise you're alone.

yes, on the account we have known each other for 3 years now, i will not lie to you.

i have talked about you, but i did not bitch.

i didn't say anything bad and i did not ill wish you.

i feel angered to know that you can actually think of me this way.

yeah, right. maybe you forgot how we used to be so close, and how i helped you to open up.

now you're just this cold person who only keep fake friends around you.

okay, fine, accuse me all you like, its not as if your so called friends have been entirely angels.

i can't change what you think.

i don't even think its WORTH me trying to explain myself.

do as you please, think as you want.

the chances ive given is more than i can offer alrd.

this is the last straw.

im not turning back anymore.

the only way to save this friendship is you.

but i know you well enough to figure that you pride would get in your way.

im damned pissed at what ive heard. i can't believe you did this to me.

thankyou though, for finally showing me your true colours.

i know at least, i can't trust you anymore.

you're not my friend.

hey yingyi! this is cheesy and if you don't want to read this, DON'T OKAY?

stop here! stop reading, scroll to the next paragraph!

my cute five year old sister, you're welcome for whatever you say ive helped in.

you know i love you alot alot alot, and you really mean alot to me!

we shall not care what they say, and we shall not care what they do.

we shall stand on our own ground, and believe only in ourselves!

hey, garde is awesome okay? have confidence, you guys will win.

God is blind if you all don't get what you deserve!

and hey we shall be as high and crazy when we want to.

we will complain and cry when we want to!

we will go siao with suyu and yixin when we want to,

we will use as many packets of tissues on our noses if we want to,

we will eat salty fries and become bald when we want to,

we shall be ourselves!

hey ho, we are awesome! HEHEHEHE:b this doesn't rhyme man!

despicable me on thursday (before 5)can?

or friday(after school)? faster decide!

with irene? or suyi?

dance month is a total failure!
lets hope we won't screw.

sorry dancers! i know the school sucks.

it all seems to fit in place now.

but you'll never know when someone would break this perfectness.

you break my heart like its nothing, remember, i will never forgive you for that.

the pain you caused me, the hurt you make me go through. never ever.

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