i've lost the will to be rational.
i've lost the power to control.
things only got worse in my hands.
therefore i want to say sorry to all of you.
i couldn't stand to see you guys being pissed at each other behind each other's backs.
i initiated the thrash out.
so PLEASE, if you wanna hate anyone,
HATE ME. cause its all MY fault okay?
stop, please stop all those.
FORGIVE AND FORGET and put the blame on ME.
i seriously hate what im seeing, i'd rather be the hated one.

im so hopeless, i can't do things right.
i let so many tears fall today, ive broken many hearts.
ive lost some friendships, and hell made it worse.
ive caused misunderstanding and more shit.
ive lost my grasp on helping things out,
i'm just adding fuel to the fire.

i hope all those tears weren't for nothing.
i hope everything will be right again.
i'd give up anything for that to come through.

i still love all of you.
im on neutral ground.
stay strong and stay happy.
promise?