i thought you knew me, you acted as if you knew.
i wouldn't have guessed its not true.
the way you act, the way you reacted.
you don't know me, not at all.
cause i thought you understand, but now we are just playing a childish game of ignore.
you know what, i valued what we had, i valued our relationship.
but im never gonna go after you, cause you were the one who started it.
i may have hurt you, but i told you not to take anything personally.
at least i told you what i feel, at least i didn't lie.
whatever, i'm giving up on you now.

hmm, i knew you for three years, i thought we were close.
but letting this kind of thing get in between its worthless.
i didn't reply you, but my answer is yes.
you can choose what you want to believe, why i did it and all.
but i didn't mean to hurt you.
yes, i'm annoyed and i was complaining.
but no, it wasn't intentional.
i'm throwing these words back at you, the ones you said to me.
i thought you knew me well enough to know that i wouldn't do that to you.
but its the same for you.
i didn't start it, i didn't end our friendship.
you want to ignore me, yeah fine, whatever.
don't show me your weakness don't cry.
cause i don't want to feel the guilt i don't deserve.
and say all you like, its time i start thinking for myself.
i was always there for you, but you weren't.
don't say you love me, and that you care for me.
cause its getting hard to believe.
as i always emphasize to you, show what you say with actions and not by words.
you wanna do something, you gotta stick to it, and you gotta put in effort.
no one said it was easy, but it ultimately rest in your determination and your belief.
there are many things we can do, but if we don't eliminate all the other distractions, we'll never get down to it.
im glad you're motivated, cause thats all you need.
belief what you want, i'm not caring anymore.
besides, even if i leave you now, you won't feel a thing.
there's so many other people who are there for you, who will catch you when you fall.
so i'm not worried for you, and i'm not gonna grieve over it.

when you step out of your life, and take a good look at it, all these things that you keep thinking about, that you get sad and emotional about, its really quite amusing, you realise everything is pretty lame, its childish. life is too short to grieve over lost friendships and going after what is lost. we have to move on, and help those who can't. i'm gonna be open minded now, don't think too much. its no use being sensitive and stuff, it gets you more worried. and why should i be scared? so we face the world with confidence and determination, and focus on what you want. from now on, its just study study and study.


sometimes, i think.
friends aren't important, you only have yourself to rely on.
yeah, i have to admit, the road i'm on will be lonely,
but its definitely better than getting hurt over and over again for nothing.
its time to give up. give up on what is not there.
come on, you can do this.
don't find it a pity, just move on.
cause love fades, mine will too.
its only a matter of time.