i think i cursed this 4 letter word many times today in my head.
idk why i did but i just did.

i know you may think this is funny but its seriously not.
i was having a freaking constipation and my mum goes can you hurry up. you're gonna be late for tuition.
and i say i'm having a shit problem here! my shit cannot come out luh.
and my mum goes, i don;t care your tuition teacher is waiting for you.
wtf i am halfway shitting and my mum bloody wants me to come out of the bloody toilet.
yeah, and i got damn pissed!
so when i walked out of the bedroom, what did i say?
i said f*** you.
oh an btw, my shit was far from done.
it felt like it was still hanging there.
not funny, not funny.

earlier when i woke up with a stupid ache all over my body, i wanted to die.
i couldn't even climb down my home stairs, and there they want us to carry athlete's bags all over the freaking place.
in my head i cursed again.
(though, the jap girl is still very cute! wc no. 2)

and then yingyi's athlete started stripping naked in the middle of the corridor.
and all of us went wtffffffff!!!!!!
and then when mr tan showed up i wanted to slap his face.
i glared at him like idk what.

hais, whatever.
at least i didn't have to go to school and go for boring lessons.
and i didn't have to face people i didn't want to see.
i didn't have to eat boring canteen food.
and plus i got to see hot athletes.

yog is over now, and i'm damn sad.
i missed all those days of ponning school and having fun.
drooling over boys, or more like making fun of them.
playing with suyu and yixin!
trying to make yixin get embarassed and staring at super sexy guys.
like erhmm, he is mine, flabby!
coming up with weird slogans like 'flab is the new ab' kind of stuff.
and then there's blurry and potty and suyu/irene's baboon or whatever.
tweeeeeety and idk what else we came up with that made us giggle throughout the day.
i missed those times, i seriously do.

i think i'm beginning to love my itouch now.
since blogger can't be there with me 24/7, at least my itouch notes is.
you have no idea whats in there.
times when i'm pissed off with anyone and have the tendency to type those four letters out.
hais! when have i become so vulgar!
got to stop, got to stop.
but yingyi, i can't possibly use your hippopotamus right?
its such a long word to type out man!
hippppppppppppppppoooooooopppppppoooooootttaaaaaamusssssssssss!!!

childish games.
more lame jokes.
its useless and worthless.
you may think i don't understand but i do.
you guys are fighting a meaningless game.
weird people wasting your time.
i shan't be involved. i said it alrd.


i can't really remember if i have put this picture up before but whatever.

i'm in my own world now, and nobody's gonna knock the walls down.