found this on flickr. its freaking cute!(:
since when did domo have a girlfriend? and its pink too! aww, how sweet!
i'm promoting flickr here, it actually has some really good stuff! HEHEHE:b
though some pictures are not save-able.

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today, 3.49pm (on my itouch)
:D i hate you. cane and whack us luh, see if i give a :D about it. get hurt then hurt luh, nothing to do with me. its your daughter anyway, i'm nothing to you. all you care is your son, everything also give way to him. and your first daughter, let her have her way. but your middle child you treat just like thrash. everytime also don't daew don't bother. only when the report book comes back and you see horrible results then you start scolding and slapping. not even encouraging or asking where went wrong. just beating and nagging.

i asked you today what time are you coming. and what the :D did you reply? i'm sending eugene home and coming alrd so stop asking me what time! can;t you :D give me a time so i know when to :D come down and wait for you? and avoid any :D scolding and hell you always give me? but no you can;t. you just tell me you're coming. coming in how long? one second, one minute one hour one day one week one month or one year? huh?

and then because of this one small thing you turn into another poon. one small thing becones you always never practice your violin, never ask your teacher questions, never study your geog and see what went wrong with you, never do this, never do that, don't care this, don't care that. i'm sorry i'm such a :D daughter luh everything also cannot do. why don't you do it since you think you're :D smart and should just go receive a nobel prize or whatever shit? or most probably you think that you're even better than that. and i told you i dont have a :D brain, so you ask me to go find out whats wrong but my brain is so small and non existent i also dk whats wrong. you tell me luh, you were the :D one who went to give birth to me what.

let me ask you a question. do you even care for me? am i your :D daughter? i always dreamt that you picked me u from some thrash or adopted a kid like your friend did and i was afraid of that. but then again, now i wouldn't mind. i'd rather have a mother who abandoned me so i know i don't have a family and that i'm alone. then i don't have to get :D upset over what you :D said to me. cause those words won't mean a thing. and they won't cut me up and leave me bleeding. and i won't be wasting my time crying :D salt water that my little eyes would need to stay hydrated, just over you. no i won't.

i'm rude and i suck and i'm useless. i'm hopeless. but thats me. you gave birth to me this way. i know i'd regret saying all these later. but i really have to vent my anger. its the only way i won't do anything stupid.
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and yeah, as you probably realised, i've gone completely mad.
ohwell, like i said, i regretted what i typed. so im deleting the note in my itouch.
and leaving my mark here.
if my mum ever reads my blog, then i guess i'm more than dead.
but whatever, maybe she needs to know what i'm feeling once in awhile.
but all is well now, so for those out there, i'm okay don't worry(:

you know when you're sad, hearing some of these songs i hear actually helps you know!
like 24 by jem. super emo song, its about suicide. makes you somehow feel better idk why, but for me , yeah it does.
you are beautiful by glee cast, angel by david archuleta and maybe some sweet taylor swift songs will lighten your mood too!
HAHAHA! OMG i feel like some counsellor! or maybe i'm just telling myself!
hehehehe:b

ive been trying to upload the sand art video, by kseniya simonova, miss ukraine.
she's damn talented and pretty!
but idk how to upload from youtube so someone please teach me.
in the meantime you can just go search sand art on youtube.
watch the vid by this pretty brunette about ww2.

on my mind:
1) yog! (bbq plus sunday's bishan work) what to wearrrrrrr! (provided i'm going)
2) glee! i wanna watch it!
3) history! somehow i'm beginning to like it. just finished 2 essays(:
4) milkyyy! (she's having her period and stained all over me and everywhere. gotta clear up! gross but she's a girl too)
5) raffles city! going in the morn to ollow my bro for dentist appt
6) chinese! shit i still got damn alot of hw
7) certain friends, shaking my head all over it again
8) sprees! i wanna buy clothes, makeup and heels for fun! no i don't wear the last two. i just think its fun having it in my house! (someone give me links so i can splurge my money! NOOOO my precious moneyyyyyyyyy! but i can't really fight temptations! hais!)
9) dimitri dimitri adrian dimitri! (sorry algae i still like dimka more)
10) sleep! i'm such a pig.

sometimes, i wake up wanting to be rose hathaway, and fight strigois, thinking i can take down the world, throw vulgaraties at the queen who knows me by name but apparently hates me. its cool don't you think? but then again, all these are fairytales. time for a reality check.

EYEs in 4 weeks or so. are you ready?