i would love to blog about how amazing, wonderful, horrible, sad, happy, imperfect, incredible, awesome, crazy, wild my life is right now, but i have other things on hand to attend to.

this is just gonna be a short post cause i haven't much time.
cause TOMORROW MARKS THE START OF FREAKING EYE!!!!!
okay, so reality check for those who still goes shopping (like me) over the weekends or who is still not grossing over textbooks when they should have (like me again) to faster wake up, and see the clear picture here. SIGHS!

okay, i feel that telling the whole world my entire study/revision plan will pressurise me to study even more. so i will try not to break my promises to myself.
i realised we only have 2 day to study complete each subject now. SHYT MAN!

sunday(today): finish all SS notes. at night read up on english essay formats.
monday(EL exam): tuition and then read chinese baozhangduhougan. thats all i can do for language.
tuesday(HMT exam) and wednesday: chem notes, on the way can do chem hw which i haven't finish! hais!
thursday and friday: geography+essays etc
saturday: emaths and amaths (write down all the formulas, graphs etc), plus do all homework
sunday: chiong all maths assessment books, which is btw, totally spotless
monday and tuesday: physics notes
wednesday and thursday: all history notes and essays. memorise please.
friday: 10 years series for maths.
sat: physics and chem
sunday: SS! and geog
monday(ss and bio exam): physics, amath
tuesday(physics, amaths exam): geog chem
wednesday (geog chem exam): maths, history
thursday (maths hist): FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER I SWEAR I'M GOING TO PARTY AND SLEEP AND MOVIE AND BLAHBLAHBLAH. now, i just need someone to go wild with me!

2 weeks is all we've got left. good luck everyone!
hais! life is tough, but we are tougher! BLEAH!

i love PATRICK STAR!
Patrick Star (born February 26, 1986) is the duetragonist, a dim-witted but well-meaning starfish who is the best friend of Spongebob Squarepants:D


so cute!:D
'when you want to fly, friendship is the only way' quoted from patrick

this is damn cool! butterfly gallery! but poor butterflies!):

by shontelle
tell them all i know now,
shout it from the rooftop,
write it on the sky line,
all we had is gone now,
tell them i was happy,
and my heart is broken,
all my scars are open,
tell them what i hope be
impossible, impossible,
impossible, impossible.

i remember years ago,
someone told me i should take
caution when it comes to love,
i did i did.

my new fave song(:

you know, things get around.
beware of what you say, or things might get nasty.
i might not show it but i hurt inside.
but then again, you are not worth it.
i'm too strong for you anyway..

if one day your mum tells you,
'its tiring to talk to you', how would you feel?
ohwell, i shall get over myself and stop wallowing in self pity.
lol.

hmm, here's a video thats really cool!
this korean-born australians.
amazing voice really!(:



hmm, i really wanna rant, but now is probably not the time.
i guess.

i went to my friend's 21st birthday part yeasterday.
seems pretty harmless enough.
until i saw my dance instructor! laoshi!
and found out that she is the cousin of my long-knowing friend (probably since diapers yo!).
wow! and as if it can get any more complicated,
laoshi told me, (in chinese) this world is so small.
AHHHHHHHHHH! you have no idea how much i freaked out.

3 hours at that party, awkwardly passing by laoshi,
whom i know since sec1. whom has been scolding me.
whom has gone through syf with cedar dance.
whom has trained me to dance well, whom i see every single wednesday.
i am speechless. cousin. cousin... lol!

okay, i really don't get why i have to bring milky for walky every sunday,
and see you. by the pool. with your friend. same friend.
argh.

midnight movie yesterday!(:
at ehub, uhhuh. cats and dogs!(:
slept at 3am. am i awesome or what!(:

ohwell, start of school tmr.
gotta work hard.
gotta do things right.
can't afford to screw up anymore.

violin exam is on tuesday!
i'm gonna convince my parents to let me pon school!
woohhoooooo! 10.49am.
wish me luck.


so i count my lucky stars, and hope and wish with all my heart.
that everything's gonna turn out alright, everything's gonna be okay..

here's a list of what's left to do of my sad september hols life:
- 1 amaths paper
- half a chem paper
- half a zuowen
- 5 more history essays

after a hardcore 5 maths paper from 2pm all the way to almost 9, excluding dinner time, i finally mamanged to scrape through my maths paper.
not to mention letting a few teras escape due to my inability to complete most of the questions.
i swear now that i will not pass maths at all, seeing how it used to be my fave subject and all, oh and not to mention my best subject, i shall fail the rest of my studies.
whats there to lose?
just either retake sec3, or get kicked out of cedar, or totally quit school and be some toilet cleaner when i grow up.
yeah. nothing to lose at all.

okay, i shall stop being negative.
working on my history essays now.
gonna hardcore til forever.
at least i can look forward to a japanese treat for dinner! thankyou ahyi i love you alot!
and mummy's coming home at 1am! WOOHOOO!
wonder what she bought for me(:

oh, i shall mention again:
i refuse refuse refuse to study stalin at all! sorry miss lizah but communism does not suit me!

here's a list of what i have decided will do before i die:
(thats what happens when your dad picks you up late from violin practice and you are bored with nothing to do!)
1) wear a clown's costume, mascot etc
2) jump in mud (can't believe my bro beat me to this)
3) sky and deep sea diving
4) get a merit for my violin exams (yeah, now you know how terrible i am)
5) wear a gown, those kind of usa prom party style. it'll be cool!
6) climb a mountain, like mt kinabalu
7) go see wild polar bears, did i mention i love animals?(:
8) oh and the most terrifying one of all, have the guts to kill a cockroach, or any insect for that matter. i think yy can agree with me on this one, that its actually quite difficult to achieve this.
9) travel round the world
10) go to all the disneylands in usa hongkong, wherever it may be

yeah something like that.
especially number 3! i wanted to do that like forever.
i hope i don't chicken out when the time comes.

before i end my post of ramblings, actually, its really a breather to break off from all the tedious homework. (trying to keep this as long as possible!)
tuesday night was probably one of the best nights i had in ages.
i mean fun night, whatever. even though it lasted for about half an hour.
i owe to my brother and his friend, reuben actually.
thanks people! you two sure know how to make people laugh and smile!
well, other than the fact that you made me chase after the ball and all around the estate, scream into the night and probably waking up the rest of the world, almost fall into the pool, kept poking me til i almost died laughing, failed arm wrestlings that i could have won if i'm a guy too.
point to note: do not play with 2 boys younger than you by 1 year. they can be dangerous!

hahaha, but in the end, this is what my bro said to me today.
you are a quite horrible sister, i like cheryl jie jie better.
she's the best.
although i may seem unconcerned, but somehow these words got to me.
i mean he didn't even say it cause he's angry with me or anything.
he said it over lunch when we were just having a casual chat.
hais whatever. i'm a terrible person anyway, to begin with.

going off now.
wish someone would just take me off the boredom, the pain, the suffering.
wish it was THAT someone.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing
You would come back through my door, ooh
Why did you have to go? You could've let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl, you could have stayed but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more than I can stand, ooh
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be

So baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

Been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me?)
You gotta be feeling crazy
How can you walk away, everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby

What will it take to make you come back?
Girl, I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
No, why can't you look at me? You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying

Baby, why can't we just, just start over again?
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it won't be enough

So baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

So why does your pride make you run and hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you're keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby, I will wait for you
Baby, I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do

Baby, I will wait for you
'Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby, I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain?t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you

I'll be waiting..


wonderful song founded by us during our american idol session.
i like(:
today was pretty awesome and fun despite the lack of homework thing.
i wanna have a dance sleep over soon(:
i'll definitely invite you guys!
we can have a pk for american idol again and cooking mama.
and some other crazy stuff that i can imagine yingyi doing.
like raving rabbits and that other game that i forgot!
HAHAHAHA!
okay yeah and failed cookies and diabetes sweet honey cornflakes!
lets poison the dancers tmr!>:D

oh and john tucker must die!

its not that easy, finding the correct answer in life.

thank you for finally letting me quit msp.
you have no idea how much it means to me.
really, thank you, and i love you.
no matter how much i complain about you and no matter how many times you make me say i hate you.
have a safe and fun trip in tokyo.
you deserve it(:
oh, buy more food and clothes and stuff for me thankyou very much.

watch this video, its really sweet.
i hope my future boyfriend/ fiance/ husband does something like this for me too(:



had a glimpse of you today.
did i mention how the electricity always run through me when i see you?
HAHAHAHA!
i sound like some hopeless girl in love.
i probably am one.

attempting to be vegetarian.
the kind that only eats seafood.
emphasis on the attempting.

baking tmr! yay!(: