i got sick today!
idk whether to be happy or not.
happy cause i didn't have to go for dance or rafting.
sad cause i wouldn't be able to go for dance or rafting.
lol! i think i caught a cold yesterday, and i have been sneezing the whole day!
not to mention stupid "nose bleed" of watery stuff stuff/
URGH!

hais! i'm so exhausted.
so tired of everything.
weary, mentally and physically.
aching everywhere after dance, especially for the SOD.
i'm sorry i am not born flexible, i can't do splits, and i really don't wanna force myself.
so then, if i can hardly do a full split on normal ground, how do you expect me to over split?
and i am not a ballerina, i never fared well in ballet.
so i cannot do turns for nuts, let alone spot.
i also have back problems apparently, and there you are, breaking my back!
hais! maybe once in awhile this should be fine..

and then i realised how hard it is to gain laoshi's approval.
like me and algae down there wishing and wishing trying our best just to hear laoshi say okay.
or thankyou. but it never really happen did it?
HAISSSSSSS! its getting so tiring!!!!

and what open house? what chalet? what coals? what this? what that?
i wish i am not me.
i really do.
maybe because of all these things, thats why i fell sick today.
maybe its a way of my body telling me, its time to take a break.
its time to rest, and time to give myself some time.
and that is why i slept the day off today! YAY!

anyway, i'm so looking forward to shopping with suyu tomorrow!
and then going to celebrate yy's birthday! HAHAHAHA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGYI in advance!
i love you alot, my retarded sister, hate-creepy-crawlies-and-insects partner, canteen person, love mike chng (or used to) person! HEH:x
can't think of anymore for now but ohwell!




take a deep breath, and keep it all in.
letting it all out, would only worsen things.