You cheated my feelings, you broke my heart, I thought you were my friend, but you are not. You only want me when you needed a favour, when you need something that no one else is willing to give cause you know they do not love you as much. And so you used me, you knew I would give in. But guess what, I can be as equally scheming as anyone out there. You are a btch and we all know that. It's only a matter of time the others realised that too. I don't even know why I keep on hanging on to nothing. It's like trying to catch water, though you actually alrd knew how impossible it is to do that because it'll just keep flowing back out of your hands.

I think we're gonna die for syf. I seriously believe so. And there seems nothing I can do to improve the situation. I've been practicing at home alot on all the steps. Especially since Laoshi is bent in criticising me all the time. I really am trying hard. I wonder if the rest are too. I don't want just a gold. I want gold with honours.

I'm really proud of myself! I ran with the trackers for jogging today an managed to stay energetic and ran all the way! Yay! This is particularly good for me because I'm always slacking so much. So you may be rolling your eyes thinking wth, what is there worth to be proud of? But to me it's a big accomplishment. Especially since I've never stopped on Monday either(:

EUGENE FUNG HAO YUAN
I've said this once and I'll say it again. If your fcked up attitude is the reason I get shit from mummy one more time, I swear I would just do something that would probably hurt you. I really don't mind ignoring you for the rest of my life but honestly, you're not playing a fair game if you're btching about me behind my back like some btch. I swear I will screw you all over if you ever piss me again. I can make life equally as miserable or even more as what you've done for me. I promise you this.

Just to shout out: juniors if you're reading this or stalking me etc, I suggest you don't. Cause as sweet and innocent as I may appear to be( if you're thinking that way), I have a second personality that you don't want to ever face. And I acknowledge what I am.